Ever since I bought my first Ipod mini in my freshman year of high school I have been consumed in the act of listening to music. I like the feeling it gives me. I like the transitory nature of the music. One minute I can be sitting at a park bench, listening to the gardener, and then in a second, I'm looking at the leaves as if they had brought the music with them.
Michael Bull says, "Users describe these experiences in terms of the strangeness and dreamlike quality of the urban. This disjunction of the outside can sometimes result in greater concentration in which the awareness of their inability to hear commonplace occurrences such as traffic noise or announcements is described as making them more visually attentive."
I do have a greater concentration when listening to music. I believe there is a strong resonance between the energy around us and the music in our ears. There are specific colors and feelings that go otherwise unnoticed when listening to the interrupting sounds of the world. I'm not sure if the sound of a lawn mower is the best soundtrack to the person sitting on the park bench.
Bull says, "Personal stereo use enhances experience providing the mundane with an exiting, sensual or spectacular soundtrack."
When I'm driving in my car, the relationship between time and space becomes ambigious. If i'm driving down the California Coast and I'm listening to the beach boys, my mind quickly becomes aware of the memory of the space. Quickly, memories, fond memories transcend my mind, and only seconds later do I realize that I'm driving.
However, the powerful and transcendatle nature of the Ipod both captivates me and concerns me. I find it disconcerning that my mind longs for a soundtrack. There are points in the world where I do enjoy the soundtrack of the space I am around, however, whenever the world gets busy, whenever the world gets awkward, whenever I want to impose a physical and metaphorical level of control over my world, I do so. And that, is what concerns me. Because so much of the time, like any drug, can become easy to use when available.
I can, however, say that some of my best work as an artist has come from the use of my Ipod. There were two specific occasions, maybe three, that I remember creating work that was beyond my own understanding. I can really attribute the photographs to the music, I don't think I could have done it without the music. One time in New York. One time in London. And another in Dublin. Here are some of them:
In the article, people were quoted saying that they had another sense of confidence. They believed that their gaze could go unnoticed because they weren't really there. They were not participating with the outside world because they were not listening to the outside world. Looking at other people listening to Ipod's, I've always viewed people like that in the same manner how I feel like that. I can view them in their own world. "What are they listening to?" To me its a secret, a secret world that I am excluded from. And in knowing that from a viewers perspective, I guess it makes me more confident in the security of its ability to dissociate myself from the outside world.
I really enjoyed the author including a quote from Don Delillo. I've referenced him a bunch in my writing. Dellilo is a great source for dissociation and the power and mystique of the physical and metaphysical world.